the page where i talk about shit NOBODY cares about

Overview

my name is The Orchesbrah. Or you can call me Honeykitty, Gamz, or Tsurara. i don't care for which name you call me!! i am a genderfluid orchestra loving scene kid, and hopefully i'll save up enough for more scene clothes and colorful beads :D!! i am a therian, and my theriotype is an African Black-footed cat, along with the alexander archipelago wolf. i have been awakened for 2 years now!! i am also a furry, if you could not tell. i go by any but i PREFER she/her. im really gay hello. fandoms im in are: forsaken(ish), dandy's world, wolfquest, regretevator (infected lovr 69), the scp foundation, phighting (#1 windforce CRASHOUT) warrior cats, homestuck, murder drones, the battle bricks, pokemon, lapfox trax, block tales, bfdi, and geometry dash.

About my orchestra journey

i love electronic, techno, jumpstyle, gabber, and classical music! i play in a really dedicated orchestra, and i have been playing for 5 years, going on 6. i was asked if i was interested in playing violin by my teacher, and i signed up since i was curious in finding a new hobby. My art wasn't very good at the time, i was very frustrated during this and i thought violin would help me unwind. in fact, it did! sure i was fucking terrible at it, but i thought i sounded good. my initial orchestra teacher for two years was absolutely terrible, and i was impatient -- i hated pizzicato, i wanted to just get on with it.. there were not many other people at this program, i began to wonder why i even signed up... but i did realize that i really liked violin. then i moved schools, signed up for orchestra, and i met the hands-down best orchestra teacher ever. he was so funny, yet so serious about his work in the best way. my first year at that school, i played violin, though i still wasn't good. i still improved very much during that year. i even scored first chair in All County! then the next year, my orchestra teacher asked that i switch to the double bass, since there weren't enough. i was like "hell yeah", and the next i was playing this massive instrument whose fingerboard demanded stretched fingers, so much unlike the violin. but i just felt... natural with the bass. i felt so much more confident. now, i've landed so many opportunites being the best bass in the school. i was able to go to other schools and play for them to convince them to come to our school, and i've had so many successful concerts. my amazing orchestra teacher is so good at teaching, and he has also given me opportunites to play other instruments like the electric bass, and that's fucking epic. so in conclusion, i love orchestra, and i have played alongside so many other people who are passionate about it too. it's my safe space, i am so happy here.

i can play violin, electric bass, double bass, piano, stylophone, drums, and a few more i can't remember >_<

I make music!

following orchestra i decided to download bandlab, this really simple and beginner-friendly app. with virtual instruments and the option to import audio, i wuickly found myself making a BUNCH of music. sometimes, i make remixes of my favorite orchestra pieces, or i just make really chaotic gabber and throw samples around. i really want to release an album, but i am WAY too lazy and it pisses me off. i've always hated the idea of paying someone to draw cover art for my album, because like... y not do it yourself? it would make me feel more proud of myself if i drew it myself. my music is not for everyone, not everything i've made is released, but i encourage you to listen to what i have so far. however.. i don't think bandlab has its own website, but if you do have the app, search for gutwrencher_xd and you'll find me.

Glazing my partner

My personal opinions on other therians/otherkins are very mixed. i don't know if it's just me, but all therians i've met are so obnoxious. they either don't seem interested when i ask if they're a therian, they DO say they're a therian but never talk to me again, or have the worst humor known to man. Like, is it THAT hard to just find a therian friend who will jump around with me and be silly??

here are me and my awesum husband's socials if you want to contact me, or if you just want to see what i'm up to.